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Crowded SELF

by BarbarianLunatic

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    Something has emerged. It came out of the depth of my self. Here it is. It is as much me as it is not. I could not recreate this even if I wanted. It is original and his has not been tampered with. I consider this my art. Art happens in the moment that you create it. Art cannot be planned. I never planned this, unless you call forming the decision to sit down and make it planning. I sat down and made it. Here it is...

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I tried to be the man you wanted you looked into my eyes I remembered how they taunted me; I thought of all their lies So many claimed to love me I did not love my self I said I want to be free No-more words upon my shelf Suddenly a feeling struck me A smile, your smile A smell, your smell A heart, your heart A laugh, your laugh Now all the women that I meet all reminded me of you I hear your voice now everywhere I see your eyes now everywhere I tall reminds me of your laugh The way you make me feel you are the one I want Only you are not here Now I was thinking how to be To make you wanna be with me And I remembered who I am If I would want to be your man I'd need to be my self I'd need to love my self And from this love I could love you Something I could never do If I would need that love from you And all I want is to love you So you would want to be with me You would feel safe, you would feel free I would prove that I am your man Cause if I am I know I can And here this song comes to an end I have some time with me to spend I have some work ahead of me So you can love me and be free
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As I walk through the valley I can see my self I can see I can hear I feel my self I stand above that which a-happens I make a move; temperature flattens Super-power, Higher self long time ago put on my shelf I can see stuff that has happened My future was clear now it has shattered All this time I knew who I was Now I forgot, who then is boss? Every thing was strange to begin with Here I stare, all gone within-a-whiff The day started good, turned out to be faulty I tried to be good, turned out to be naughty All there once was and all there ever will be A moment ago and now it is filthy The little death has come to fulfill you Energy a-flow a self to flow through All this time I had been corrupted Anything goes, life is a sculptor A rhyme is a rhyme is a rhyme is a rhyme A moment is no thing is all thing is time Moments are wasted by checking the clock Money is worthless, detach from the flock You want to be free? Then make a decision A perfect score needs some precision The life of your dreams is almost there If only you weren't such a square Corona is a lie that you have been buying The needle was placed and people are dying The lies and their poison are selling well Pharmaceutical industry is doing swell I start making sense and sense is created The industry schemes my mind now elevated I say no longer can I be-ee deceived Justice and order may be retrieved The pandemic arose from their lies, we ignored it We cheered them on, they did and we boarded Now we must correct the course of our actions If we follow their lead we have made elections To end this madness we must stay strong together, not alone; I say deceit is wrong They stand on top, because we allow them we sucked their balls, now we must chow'em They may still learn what it means to fuck us I jump on their table, throw shit, make some ruckus The powerful are scared, they sucked us dry They stand on our money, now they must fry Death is not a choice, it is a reality If you have faced death you'll change your mentality You may as of yet learn how to be grateful Who would have known my music was fateful? The tides have changed and I am a-singing Did you understand what I am a-bringing?
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released August 6, 2022

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BarbarianLunatic Germany

My name is Christopher Reusch and I have a very broad background. I am an artist in all kinds of fields and my main driver is self-improvement and spirituality. My goal is o be the best version of my self that I can be and I like to challenge my self in all kinds of fields. Please consider buying an album if you like it. Thanks!

www.christopher-reusch.com
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