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poeTREE

by BarbarianLunatic

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1.
The Bloody Horizon 08:00
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Strange are the dreams I have had of late Weird are the signs that I find on my plate. Gossip has reached me from lands afar they have slaughtered millions of beings so far Their hands are bloody their eyes are ablaze they have no idea what it means to behave they talk like monsters exploiting what is and all are supposed to consider this bliss if you misbehave you are judged and put down they look upon you with rage and with scorn they whip you with glances that hardened with crimes against living beings like you and like I What can be done? The horizon is red? From all the creatures that suffered and bled. They think they are wise they marketed death their lies disguises that show in their breath. hundreds of tons of herbal creams are send out to millions of liars it seems they wash their teeth and their mouthes with them to hide their foulness, their lies and their scams. Life has spoken it wants their demise. The forest needs children so let them all rise.
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Lonesome Warrior 08:51
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I stand alone in the kitchen the truth, it has to be told I never remember the flavour of youth too long now have I been bold. I roll a joint are you flinching? I do Rapé. Are you scared? I talk about mushrooms. You’re wincing. If I did not know better I’d think you are scared. Tell me what are you afraid of? Emotions are there to be felt. I hammer my self with whatever scares you and suddenly I’m back to my self. I push my limits I’m fighting. I struggle up mountains inside I follow my feelings and have no more feelings for pussies that know how to hide. The secret to madness to genius is living without making so much fuss You fluster around about things that are normal and tell me to leave the house the house. So here I am in the forest. The forest a part of my self. I stand alone in the forest with mushrooms the forest was never so scared so scared. Of who do you think I’m afraid now? The forest became a good friend. If I am okay in the darkness alone now Then tell me on what I depend? Depend? You think I’m in need of your love? Now. You think I am waiting for you? I think that in truth it is you who is waiting but the truth is you have no clue. No clue. I screamed at you from the distance. You ran like a little girl. You’re hiding from love like a sad little pussy and here I am making love. I make my love to a song now. I have no need for your lies. My laptop turned out to be faithful and honest while all you gave me were your lies.
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I've Lost my wife 07:50
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I had you for a moment and then you were gone the silence that followed turned me on it turned me mad it made me sick I wanted closure tick tick tick the time is ticking my life is short if I don’t find you I’ll keep at sports I keep on running I’m good at that Death is waiting tap tap tap. The story thus ended and I never knew if I was truly the one for you you kept your distance lost in the dark I was once angry I sure did bark. I hurt all over I was in pain devoured by anger suffering. Your dagger placed surely it found its spot I wanted you gone and here I trot trot trot trotting silently lone lonely silent I wait for the moon I take a bath I chew and I sigh I wish we could be together high. I wish we were lonely together once more holding each other forevermore awaiting departure my life is a lie I loved you so but I never cry my insides are yearning devoured by grief the story seems told it all was so brief. Strength comes from straining it serves the rhyme I you would have wanted you could have come by. you could have struggled just as I and maybe tomorrow we could fly.
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The FOREST is talking to YOU 11:08
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Hello Friend, my name is nature. I am there, all the time and I give you everything that you need. You take from me, all the time and you pride your self that you made this, while it was me that made you. It was me that gave you all the gifts that you dig out from the earth. You destroy my children to get to those “riches” that you value so. You have no need for living things that grow and prosper and as you keep digging you also keep losing yourself. You are lost, lost in the dark and it is about time that you awakened to the truth of your origin. I am always there. You can use your explosive to wipe away everything that I create and I will still be there. When no human is left on my earth, because you made the air too toxic to breathe and the waters too vile to drink, I will still be there. I am waiting. Waiting for you to realise that you can always come back to me. I am the mother and you are my child. You are my children and you seem to have forgotten that it is I that brings life, not you. You cannot truly create anything without my help. I make the clothes you wear and the poisonous plastic that you spread all over the land and the ocean. If you suffocate in all this waste, your greed, I will find ways to cleanse the air and the water and the soil from you atrocities. There is no morning without the warmth of my sun and there is no air to breathe without my trees, the lungs of the earth. The sound of my thunder is reminding you of you weakness, for even you loudest explosives are nothing to the bite of time. My wind can be so cold that it freezes the blood in your veins and still you think that you are my master. You have gone rogue. You are out of place and one day you may realise that your place is with me, in nature. My children are all over the world. I have send them to you as emissaries and they have learned you ways. One of them is writing these lines and more are doing their work elsewhere. They are strong, for I have made them so. I have called them into the depth of the forest and I have washed their hearts and bodies clean from your science. They see now that science is nothing but a bunch of angry children that think they can find wisdom through the lens of a microscope. While you waste your days looking for life in distant galaxies, my children prepare themselves to stand up against you. They stand already and their voice is being heard. Many people are hearing their voice and are being reminded that life happens to those that are living. To those that fill their lungs with the air that I provide and that dig their toes into my soil to strengthen their feet. I reminded them and they were eager to learn. They seek me out when they feel lonely, because the people that your science defiled are too toxic to be around for too long. They are angry. My children, my warriors are angry and they know of their strength, because it is my strength. Their beards grow wild, like the thicket of the jungle, while your politicians keep their faces clean to seem like they are in control. There is no control without fear. To let go and to submit your self to me is the greatest challenge of all. I bite and I nourish, I build and I destroy. I am eternal. I am the forest and the sea. The wind and the earth. Fire and water. All elements are under my command and mountains crumble with time. I build up and I crush. I take the rubble of what was and make what is to be. Everything that is is a product of me and nothing you do can ever change that. Have faith little men. I will wash your mind in due time.
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Her Fear 08:24
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I see my husband He's far away I love him so I'm full of hate I'm struggling my self and so does he I am afraid it's destiny It's still a decision and so I fear arms of a nother woman someone more near someone less me a bit more close his arms out of reach to read his prose to laugh at his jokes just like I could if I only would be closer to him. I feel in the distance my longing wife I too am longing she is my wife I close my eyes I feel her there a silent hope a wordless pray'r I want her near I want her close life is torture I do my prose He cannot see me I cannot talk the fear is too great or so I thought She is with another I know she must I fear there's another and then I trust Where is he now and where am I? My heart is with him wouthering the story began so quickly it stopped there is no end no way to stop It never ended just like my love I see him clearly when I love I rise above fear not knowing what is I struggle to find him transform the "I miss" make it a promise make it a truth find the one that fills you with luv' My heart is a-flutter A woman I am when I am with him I know that I can He is my fear but also my love when fear is too great I hate all the love I close my eyes I breathe in my heart gently I stride and play my part Until one day I pick up his scent I see in the distance a lovely romance Romeo and Juliet were true to their love in a movie it's cute It looks like a dove In life it seems cruel it pierces your heart it stabs your soul ever so hard So how can I do this is it always like this? Can love be light? and full of bliss? A kiss is a promise it makes me blush he makes me nervous so fight I must I need to be strong to face him again and when I do I will know how to stand It might be a year or two or three there is no end when you're not with me I hate all the women that see you pass a passing moment but a moment alas I leave the house today I wear shoes I see a woman and hope it is you she looks at me I do look me I feel the fear get back to my track I have my pace I have my job it feels like a race and inside I sob I yearn for the feeling of when I'm with you until that moment I choose to be true I choose to be faithful for you are my bride nature is helpful 'til you're by my side Those women mean nothing and neither does sex I feel you, I'm blushing inside a T-REX Angry claws devouring all men that have you close and I don't understand what is the meaning of feeling like this I thought it was easy to live full of bliss it turns out it isn't it is very hard but I know there isn't a place without love there's love in anger I'm angry with you angry with me and still I am true The story so started until I'm with you the story continues I feel like a fool I feel like a coward I show you my strength To love you no matter of making sense Love is a feeling it reaches afar sometimes I'm hearing you voice from afar I hear you speaking inside my heart I pains me I'm seeking and I play my part Only one now it was ever just you my love is longing longing for you.
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Verging Existence 07:20
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I was standing on the verge of existence a spasm of nothing but loss the clouds I could see in the distance were looking to me like grey moss The question that needed answer was nothing I could find within so I walked around in another direction to something to cling to for I had lost grounding on the edge there is nothing to hold and while the edge was profoundly seemingly empty and cold I saw that there was in the distance a vision of how it once was I saw a dream and it glistened and the vision demanded a cost there was nothing I had to offer nothing but my self so I turned and got back to living to look at my life and the shelf the shelf that I had created by holding on to things emotions were strongly debated amongst talking living things I wondered for many years now to find what I must pay and while I was wondering I realised there is nothing I could say I saw that I felt empty the spasm before me unveiled I had to be more like a sentry and start to tell my own tales So off I went into the haze left nothingness behind me I filled my self, was oft amazed and soon I was less clampy Like a clamp I had held on to things emotions and thoughts and such things but in order to fill my own void there were such that I could not avoid Experience of living men received by being that a living man is full with life and knows that in the end he will have lived a richer life than those that never start he would have overcome his fear that startled him at start he would have faced so many woes and overcome so many foes that one day he would wake from sleep and see that depth inside are deep if only one finds courage enough to fill his void his inner trough with things that need fulfil him so one day it may be enough enoughness is a state of mind a feeling of a different kind to know that you have lived enough and struggled throughout life - it's rough to see one day that all the fight had made you different and more kind but also strong and wild and free for you are now alive, you see? you lived a life with all your might and now that if your soul decides to leave this form and world and all that life was after all a brawl Instead of waiting, wondering what that abyss - that death - may bring you went about and let it go so one day you could simply flow down the rivers of anduin to lands that you have never seen to worlds that form can never reach and noone here could ever preach for life is death is bliss is woe is friend is family and foe is struggle future and the past until one day you go at last no longer are you holding on your soul rejoices is now strong your love embraces does not crush and you're no longer in a rush and so your life has lived itself and you no longer had a shelf you went through life and let it go to one day go where all things go so death is a reminder a promise to live well a promise to your self you see? So start to tell your tale - live well.

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released March 4, 2023

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My name is Christopher Reusch and I have a very broad background. I am an artist in all kinds of fields and my main driver is self-improvement and spirituality. My goal is o be the best version of my self that I can be and I like to challenge my self in all kinds of fields. Please consider buying an album if you like it. Thanks!

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