We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Disturbing Worlds

by BarbarianLunatic

/
1.
The Mate-Tricks 06:08
lyrics
The Mate-Tricks A Poem Costumes are hiding the truth around here; Masks of anger and hatred and fear. A network of lies is controlling the mass; Power controls, but hath no trust. A notion of greatness to please those who fear is often debated by those who appear to dabble in truth as more of the same… people of power are mostly insane. I stand here in Sigh-lence a hat on my head phones on my ears my spirit is flat The Matrix exploits me it gobbles me up My life is so boring I want to give up It’s not that I’m lonely, but that I’m alone I try to connect, but nobody’s home The world is a construct of lies and deceit and I am supposed to smile and to greet I am full of hatred that much I can tell I want to destroy this self-righteous hell I want to leave this as soon as I can Am I a weakling to wish for the end? I will never force it and that is the truth I too hate this poem it’s weak and I muse with taking it gently to tear it to shreds is that what an angel or demon has said? I want to continue despite all the hate despite all the bullshit and all that debate The crimes against humans and beings alike nature is dying and we are its Feind. We take her apart while feasting on flesh from millions of beings they turned into mash. We say they are beasts and that we are so smart I’d rather be beast than a smart without heart Terror disguised is all I can see We use our power to kill; I foresee that one day someone will rise from the mob and guide us to rid us of all that are wrong.
2.
Oceanic Cataclysm 14:00
lyrics
Have you seen the ocean, dancing with the air? Sometimes I am ocean and sometimes I am air. Sometimes I am ocean and think it is unfair that I can’t leave the ocean and be a part of air. Life paid me a visit and told me this is it you have a mind for pain, so pain is what you wish I have a mind for suffering and so I suffer well I use my pain to grow with it and sometimes it is hell I truly love those women that rage as if in war inside a storm of feelings, I love her even more I am a man that’s honest, honest with my self I see my wife is raging, so I embrace her tight I shield her from those terrors that suffering may bring and love her as the sand does, dancing with the wind So sometimes I am fire and she then cools my heat and when she burns I help her; surrender not defeat. I have no wish to tame her, but guide her through the fear my love is not to bind her, but help her feel me near I’m close, as close as longing and healing may allow sometimes I’m the ocean, my love a raging vow I vow to life to help her and make her feel alive just like the ocean settles and greets the air in fight so love comes as a challenge, a challenge from the earth I give to you this woman, take care she has been hurt she needs a man, a fighter, that loves her very much that knows despite his power, how gentle he can touch The story is unfolding, I’m working through my shame I suffer and I’m longing for someone who’s the same or similar to me-ness, to who I want to be and who just wants to be with nobody but me that I wish exists here, somewhere on this earth a woman that’s my water to dance with when I’m air. An ocean to devour me, to fill with all my self someone I can shower with love and give a child sometimes I see her clearly and then it is all gone I really try to steer clear from toxic stuff like porn sometimes I am human and then I feel like god I dabble oft in darkness and sometimes I am dark if I’m too light I bore my self for light alone is dead I feel that I need darkness to keep my self insane insanity is longing to let go of control I need this or I’m wrong here, cause I’m an honest fool a fool that makes his choices, depending how he feels sometimes I am strong me and sometimes I am weak this all is part of living, I don’t pretend I’m strong cause all I do is giving to those who need my strength I cannot help but wonder if that is how it is cause sometimes all my strength fails to feel like bliss it starts to feel like torture and then I’m holding on my bliss is now the motor to keep me from the sun it drives me right inside of it and I begin to burn if there would be a woman, she’d cool me if I burn. You see why I am longing? A woman by my side is all that I have wanted, since I began with life I looked for her for ages, for aeons and for life and still I am alone here, cause she decides to hide. So I am still not water and neither am I air sometimes I’m volcano and sometimes I am earth so what I am I cannot say, I’m mad when I’m alone sometimes I am happy and sometimes I feel wrong. A woman could then catch me, or I would catch my self A wife is inspiration to fight and see the worth of life itself in her embrace so I’ll be strong to keep her safe and one day she might grant my wish and end her silent bickering.
3.
Fabricated SoundWaves 10:37
4.
Avalanche 06:34
5.
Sleep with me tonight 06:47
lyrics
I can see you so strong In the distance so strong I still want you tonight Come and find me tonight come and touch me no pride Come and love me tonight Be inside me no fight Touch my skin please tonight Touch me gently tonight Be within me tonight Find me waiting for you No debating just fuse Be a lover so kind Be my lover no mind Pure emotions and love No-negotions just love No more meaning just love No-conversion just touch Make me want you with love Love me first and laugh Always gentle no slaps Be my gentle MAN Breathe in gentle exhale Feel my pelvis contract Feel my longing no sex Time alone now no ex I am Your wife not theirs I am waiting for you I love you so much it is killing me. I hate you so much that I cannot breathe. My love for you is strangling me and until I have you inside me I will not rest will never smile will never feel how you feel me I feel your love it sets me free. Words could never touch you, no matter how I was. My anger went inside you and soon transformed to love. The truth is that I love you, more than I could say. My love is overwhelming and oft confused with hate. Emotions are a language that does not speak with words. It speaks with pure emotions and sometimes it does hurt. So hold me tight and do not run for you are shining like the sun and sometimes it is hard to be so close to that which sets me free.
6.
See It Unfold 06:48
7.
Gang Rape 07:30
lyrics
for the lastest time leave me alone I am busy pleasing men they all want to take care of me, don’t you understand? I give them a hand and they love me for that I spread my legs they cum into me isn’t it love when I drink their semen Check Mate what should I say to all of this? the trouble is, she somehow is right! just cause I think she deserves better it somehow is still her choice Somehow? Well somehow, yes… Why somehow? Well, let me explain: This woman has been traumatised by men at some sad stage her life has had a traumatic episode I mean This girl inside has been raped and now she tries to recreate the feeling of that loving hate and so she finds the men for that she knows not what love is she looked for it though in places that seemed full of love she saw it in porn they tore her apart they ripped her open she played her part the part that the little girl had played the part that wanted love but got hate the part that thought that love is in pain the part that learned to understand that love is a word, used just like that people want love and give you rape this world is sick sick with greed greedy for money money to please their greedy eyes for that they lie I want to help her this girl in porn I want to help all boys in porn there are no men or women in this all I see is angry kids lost in the dark tortured hearts we must save them and play our part I want to rescue them one by one carry them out there and show them the sun for that I must stop using them first and learn to love them without having thirst for using their bodies to please my self the first thing that matters is heal my self I have watched porn for many years I want to atone for my sins it appears that road is lonely and empty it seems I think I deserve this, don’t you agree?
8.
I Sniff You 13:30
9.
I Spoke to you about 05:53
lyrics
You asked me if I wanted meat to celebrate easter with thee and I declined and said my bit explained to you why I quit eating meat and all of that I said how I got sick of that the way we treat those animals while looking down on Nazis and saying that their ways were bad While now we do exactly that. now let me quickly check some stats I did and here is some numbers: In 2020 we killed an estimate of 70 Billion Chickens 293 Million Cows 590 Million Sheep and 1 Billion 511 Million Pigs and while were at it, bear with me the source for that is at the end now have you added up my friend? In total this makes all in all an estimate of 72 Billion 394 Million land animals Now please come and explain to me how Nazis are so bad, you see? While we have no problemo to act like we’re all sane yo While I say please come take a look imagine how much lives it took to kill and slaughter animals that are supposed to live in bliss? To run around and do their thing and live in nature Wait a second….. In 2020, we killed an estimated total of 72 Billion 394 Million land animals? Are you people fucking crazy? Is this the world that we wanted to build? Saying no to Germany for killing people in gas-chambers and then using the same methods for mass-production sites and legalising it? This is so sick! This is so sick! This is so sick. Nazis are still running the show so what are you all waiting for? Do you really think we have time to play computer games? Do you really think we have time to waste on useless apps? Do you really think we have time to masturbate and watch or produce porn? The world is going to shreds and humans do crazy stuff that everybody tries to hide. What the fuck is going on? Let us change this shit-show NOW!!! Get strong. Take care of your emotions. Fight FOR nature. We are the future. We have to change first in order to change others. We need to do better than that! This is the source for the numbers: https://faunalytics.org/global-animal-slaughter-statistics-charts-2022-update/
10.
Wasted Food 08:00
lyrics
Truth and dare I got you scared You read my message Christopher Is my name work with shame that’s my game have some trust let us bust this corrupt state with love not hate I meet so many people that do no longer care I see them in the streets but all of them in chairs They are trapped in shame they reject the game they are so in pain want no longer play and then there’s me… I loook at the world and see longing see people crying for help I see people screaming for medicine and getting milked by the state I see choices that turn into terror and faces with overglued masks There’s so many lessons in choices that some of us said were a f-i-a-s co! Challenge the system and eat no more food than we truly need that is best for our gut The system is hungry it wants our lives it wants to exploit us and wears a disguise They keep on debating while we keep on hating and stuff us with junk that feeds all those lies What we want cannot be found in a fridge. What we need is to open the pit and let it all out so shout into music shout into art do this with beauty but go make your art Drown out A.I. and drown out those lies art is freedom it needs no disguise In art I can talk freely about that covid hoax I can say how they schemed us and how I see their jokes If we say this as artists they cannot change our flow our flow is a tsunami so let them hear us roll Our thunder will announce us believe me they are scared they wait for this to happen we need to slap those prats They sit around in money that they stole from us from people like my parents and all that still have trust in state and land and government but governed men can see no trust because they live in fear they sought out other men that could take care of fear The price for that is high my friend cause fear took hold of governments and boosted our society in search of power — do you see? Their greed has made us weak. it also made us sick we’re eating million pigs and still cannot get rid of fear and shame it’s all the same the fridge is full and you’re in shame the love kept flowing you are lost the price is high that is its cost its cost is a fat body the cost is a closed heart the cost is: love nobody, but hate them at all costs I want to make a difference for that I changed my life I want to live and give’em something that is nice something that pretenders can never turn around something that those liars will always leave untouched for they do know they stand no chance against the truth of FREEDOM MAN!!!!! So let us learn to eat less and help our mother EARTH for that we have to feed us and love our children first With “feed us” I mean Love for the soul that is its food and that is my call More love — Less hatred More love — less debating More love — Less food and one day if life wants ALL IS GOOD!
11.
Oh-K! 01:10
12.
Sigh, when you're hurt! 08:40
13.
Heads and Windows 07:19
lyrics
I open my window I stick out my head I see you fall it looks real bad I keep on looking the blood pours out I still am looking but never come out to see or to help I simply stare I am frustrated plus I don’t care I give no fuck about your life for I am stuck with all of you and if I must then I will choose seclusion and TV shows why should I speak with angry folks? that shout at me and turn me down I have been hurt leave me alone Christopher Talking: Hey you, are you okay? I heard you there and thought I’d say hello to you in case you want to speak to you then you’re the one to listen to what you might say I say to you it is okay I know this hate I have been there I overcame it somehow scared I gave no fucks and hated all until I heard that natures call so go outside and make a move work real hard and find your groove to not give up is a choice that you must make so raise your voice speak up against what scares you say what drives you mad show why we’re secluded and turn it into rap or turn it in an artform that never ever was I know that you can do this Life is your new boss so all the choices that you make must hold their weight against my glare that says to you be nice and kind open up you have been blind blinded by rage now is the time to look at your anger and learn how to shine Back to the head: an ambulance comes and I still look out at what’s happening that’s all so good Better than TV and better than porn I live my life an empty form The wind starts to blow it ruffles my hair it topples over my TV chair I see I’m confused I take it apart I turn it to dust and squat squat squat the indigenous squat we call it these days Christopher says this can heal your spine make you stronger and soon you’ll be fine chairs make you weak they’re a symbol of pride I sit on the ground and started to smile energy flowing out of my hands onto a page, or whatever else the wind seemed so gentle but life is tough I know I can do this and learn what I must
14.
Noose-Flash 09:33
lyrics
Real: Good mourning, Sir! How do you do? Let’s go ahead: some noose for you fresh from the print you like it so it’s still in paper oldschool hoax Spectator: The word is news not noose my friend I get you now misunderstand you sure was wrong you underdog you screwed it up until I came along I told you now the word you used was wrong and so I was amused and laughed at you so I’d feel high and told you hoping you felt shy Real: Are you done? Spectator: Sorry, what? Real: Are you done. laddie? Spectator: What do you mean? Real: I’ve asked you a question, did I knot? Are you the fuck done? Spectator: Yes, all right, all right…. I am done! Real: GOOD!! Let me clear this up once and for all this is not your place not your ball Cinderella lost a slipper you lost your mind don’t you understand? It is me that is kind… I give you all a warning your life is hacked to bits the news you read each morning are nothing but fake tits they wiggle in your face each day but you still know it is all fake TAKE a second to listen LOOK at what they try to sell it usually is far in the distance it’s something that keeps you from listening to what they really say news are a reminder of what is going on if I feel weak am blinded I shoot a glance at wrongs I know now they’re all liars that say what sells the most they need you all afraid man for that they lie and boast In Germany the news are such that they would like to touch touch touch on Putin with a silken shall that they just drenched in Shit that’s all they act like a reminder how evil others are they tell you nay they blind y’all with news that come from far away away away my child stop reading news or at least: drop that smile I see you all pretending you want to do real good you want to please that stateling and so you read the news news aren’t real they are all fake its something that they fabricate to keep you all from seeing… how bad they really are the word for that: Projection I see that from afar I looked at it for hours I looked at them real close I found that if you’re biased you’re hanging in a noose so if you have an interest to shape the mind of folks to tell them all these stories I see where you come from: you are running a market - bazaar more like - and what you want is make a dime you care not for society in terms that people should be free for what you want is suffering so you can get money money So I today have news for thee my life has somehow set me free I have a job that you might like that you might take and soon defile cause you ARE biased are you not? so you could never clap with what that Christopher is saying because he has you praying that revolutions will not last and that he too will fade at last but guess what I’m still standing I’m doing what I can I work next to NF to show the truth my man! the truth is you are lying you want to keep us small the news is who you hired to do for you that job you tell them all your story of how you are all saints of how you are the heroes and keep us all so safe. You know what? The news is: I would feel safer without you stop whispering in my ear if you can’t take care of your demons then let me show you your fear let me show you my freedom and see what I can do let me show you what one man does that learned to choose NEWS! I take a piss I check the wind no time to miss a feeling comes no time to loose cause I just did destroy the news…
15.
Polite-Diss 08:00
lyrics
Write write write in rhymes rhymes rhymes I hear that voice inside side side it keeps on talking tells me what to do it always tells me that I have to choose I have to choose a woman I have to choose my job I have to choose still what I do seems choosing is my job you still there? how come you’re here? why aren’t you out there? drinking beer… why don’t you look away some more? or listen to those shaven whores that stand out there and wear their suits and threaten us with their trained brutes Police is for the people or so they like to say it sure is for the people to keep those liars safe the truth is we’re all angry at those who market us they said they were our friends but they betrayed our trust they turned around and spread deceit cause what they want is that money they live in shame of being fake and have no problems draining lakes to take control of water to market that as well you think that we have borders? corruption finds its way nestle is buying those countries by controlling water that is they buy up all these countries so they can make money that is in this game they are playing you have to be worse that the rest you have to be good at lying and cheat on life the best no conscience for evil spirits no truth for your disguise no handshakes for people like you then for I do see your disguise I look through your pretense mate I loom over you head Damocles talked of swords that make sure a king keeps us safe it was your job to protect us only who protects us from you? You sit at home and reject us the right to leave your show I can leave when I want! the times have changed if I have something I want I struggle and I sing what I want is conscience I want you to drop your disguise I want to show you no longer keep track of all your lies I want you to stop the debating for fear can never speak truth when fear speaks you are reminded of how you never let loose you control us and I set us free I show the masses how to deal with fear I am not a saint but a saviour I say what we must hear centuries ago you did nail ya king to the cross out of fear he came to speak of love and of not eating meat he told you to stop lying and also you are weak now ages later the king is back he wears a crown in each of us if only you would find the strength to deal with fear and add your strength to those of us who speak the truth who have no interest in their “news” who stand aside and do their thing no desire to be king that sets them apart from all you cause you all thought we’re all fools you all thought you are good and joined the club of tools POLITICIANS tools of the industry the fool speaks truth in times of old those times are back I tell you now to drop your slack GET REAL! DROP YOUR ACT! I CAME TO SPEAK FOR NATURE! THIS WAS AN HONEST RHYME…
16.
NateSure 08:07
lyrics
Nate they call you Feuerstein that sounds like German don’t you think? Afraid I’ll diss you? Far from that I have no longer need for that I came to tell you one thing for I have looked at you I looked at you real closely and this is what I find I find that you’re a good man that you fight for the weak that you are good at mocking but more at hearing pleas your music carries the burden of someone that learned how to trust for trust comes from those places that are to be found in the dark I see your newest video motto you called this song and although you’ve said earlier that Hollywood is wrong (for you) it looks like you still have to choose it looks like you still try to climb into their pit of slime slime slime think that they’re looking down at you? cause they didn’t give you a call? you see, they’re all pretenders you’d hate to be at their ball you want to dance with people?, that sit there drinking champagne? while others are fighting a battle for those that live in shame? for those that hear you calling that hear your voice from far I still hope you’re okay tho sometimes life is hard but still we keep on struggling not because we run we struggle cause we love them and want them to see the sun to shine on all those children that are a bit like us that suffer from pretenders that drain them from afar so what is there in hollywood? But people that get paid to lie? you think that that DiCaprio cares about those children’s lives? he wants to be acknowledged and drink champaign with fakes he wants to sit with liars that slap each others face and then declare, apologise that they will promise to be nice so we can see them bickering while they’re the ones that sicken me for hollywood thinks its okay to take a child at a young age and use it up and drain drain drain these children in that fame fame fame you should know how it feels to carry the burden that is to be out in the open and carry the light for those kids so tell me why in hollywood they think that it is good good good to take a child to make a dime and turn it into food food slime… disgusting is what they are shit covered in tar shit is all their lies and tar is their disguise hours wasted on makeup lifetimes wasted on crap hollywood is an industry that sits on piles of trash I worked once in a cinema just one that was enough I saw how in this cinema they threw away the stuff that they’d been send from hollywood to sell their movies to the crowd and make more money day by day while natesure is still suffering the world is in a state of shit and liars have no heart for bliss in children they just use them up the best of them get golden cups that’s it
17.
Addressing Nate Feuerstein 03:13
lyrics
Jo Nate, that trapped Ape Thinks he is on top now cause noone mentions him He thinks he won the challenge Guess what, I think you’re dim Don’t you see what’s happening Those rappers Think you’re cute To them you’re a disaster That wants to be a flute You twiddle about happiness but you’re an angry child that claims for him a playground that’s empty all the time You think for folks like eminem There is a place for children, Man? He never had a childhood He grew up, but never knew How it’s like to cradle or how to be less brute So you have found a space now and filled it with some fans Those fans are angry children and you give them romance Those children need a man Not an angry child You sing that you’re no phony You say you need no team… Then tell me who made music For Hope if not your team? You can’t pull your own weight but act like you’re all tough You speak of real! enough!!! of your lies Enough of that child Stop wasting our time with your longing Stop wasting your time with pleasing Those lost and angry children You cannot help them By giving them what they want Those children are empty So they have to fill their own homes Your mansion was empty and full was it not? You carried out rubble and filled it with snod… To me you are a sniffler Charles Manson speaks the truth But you are more like Stiffler Those children are your boobs You milk them for your glory You milk them so you’re fine You giv’em naught but corny To me your words are slime There you have it I picked a fight You want to answer? Or maybe let your wife…
18.
The Eyes of a Child 07:29
lyrics
I look at my parents I see what is injected with poison a heart that is triste it breaks my heart to see them like this I know it is hard but I cannot change this Wait? WHAT did I just say? Do I give up when faced with a challenge? I never give up that is my challenge I work extra hard to open my heart to be strong and stark Winter is coming it’s already here the Night King awoke controls us with fear The Night King needs money to fill up on gas electricity’s expensive these days… Elon Musk is the Night King evil musketeer he fooled you all to like him rejoice for I am here you think Elon is our saviour? because he is real rich? you think having kids makes him saint now? and that he wouldn’t market your fear? Guess what, he just did… he stole the name from a famous inventor piggybacking his fame then he started developing and you all forgot he’s insane Insanely good at lying insanely lost as well he sells you all those cars while killing our trees this man is not a hero he isn’t even man his greed comes form a trauma a longing for a man this man would be a father that told him to be nice a father to correct him when he would throw his dice Dice to play with humans with things that are alive Elon is a child that isn’t really nice He walk around with sticks and hits what he can find this guy potential idol to every unborn child We have to look at truth to see what he’s about if we listen to news or check if they wear suits then we are drawn into their lies but truth is underneath it helps us to tell right from wrong and cure the real disease Disease is not corona that stuff is just a hoax disease is our sickness of twisting rights to wrong my basic right as human is that I have a choice while when I see what’s going on I feel I have no choice I have and that’s important I always have a choice my choice is to learn rapping so that I can say: CHOICE!!!!!
19.
Abyss 06:32
lyrics
The way I see the world is nothing but a blur to find my self in all of this in all that seems unfair is oftentimes too much for me and me in this is you I know how you are feeling I already went through I looked at their flu and at all these lies someone says happy but means “I feel scheiß” the truth is my longing was ever so strong my longing for love kept me moving on I saw there was hope still that I was alive I wanted to live I wanted a wife that thought kept me going the thought of sex of spiritual union and of having kids of being a father of having a wife so that I could love her more than my life that may sound boring or weirdo to you to me it was all that helped me push through the touch of a woman is ever so sweet I kept loosing Focus and found that defeat is having no goals but my goals are my own I spend less time on this stupid phone Instead I awakened my self to the truth and all the choices I made cut the noose the noose of dependence on all that’s not love for love is a feeling that comes from your heart that’s where it connects heaven and earth you have been rejected separation at birth this is why we’re longing for for all these things we came from love and suddenly we’re all alone our mother was in us and we were in her and when we are born there is such hurt born into suffering for suffer we must that is the challenge to learn how to trust to learn how to live in a world that seems vile a heart that is open sees truth inside lies sees good in wrong and wrong in good a heart has no labels it sees what is true true is the middle the neither nor neti neti what are YOU waiting for? Awakening
20.
The Canvas He Painted 05:51
lyrics
This Song addresses Nate Feuerstein in particular, but deals with cases of “unintended” child-abuse, which is still child-abuse: Yo, Mister Feuerstein, what is going on? Has fame clouded your vision? or don’t you see what’s wrong? You talk about depression and speak about a child that was refused a father and now he’s running wild Can’t you see what’s happening? The industry has sucked you in. Get angry at other rappers, but you are just the same. You talk about your freedom you sing like you’re a child you never healed your trauma and that is what runs wild Take care of your emotions stop rapping for a while never go on tour and focus on your child You have the chance to love your son and really be with him but while you’re out there saving folks you’re just like Eminem Maybe you’re a phony or maybe you’re just sad I cannot tell from out here but one thing I must say: You find it good to take a child and use it for your videos while you pretend to care, or not? about that child that was forgot and now you leave your child at home to dance with “homies” all night long cause you think they are suffering and you have to sing sing sing. I tell you once, so listen: These children are all right How do you think to help them if you abuse a child? Child-labour for your videos that is what is wrong you are a phony fella and far from being strong I tell you now to change your ways and spend more time at home with Nate instead of making shows shows shows for people that are lost lost lost Let us help those children by showing them real men by standing up to people who use our children I talk of those in Hollywood and also you NF I think it’s time you make amends and let go of your pride We see that you can Rap We also see you’re tough We know you have been struggling and so have we, it’s rough. Life is rough is what I mean So make your choices consciously and stop pretending that you care while all you want is to be hailed. Your child it needs a father Your wife a husband, Man! so take time be a father and learn to be a man.
21.
Push It Out! 09:05
lyrics
The energy is rising It’s tough to be a dad To millions of sad children Trampled, raped and sad I get it, we all see it I also want to help but there is still corona Their lies are being spread While we think this is over They change the law to strike They work out of the shadows They sure are far from idle So what is there to do I ask? When freedom dies while we wear masks While we debate on climate change The laws that govern us are changed These folks have an agenda They want to keep us small They feel that we are rising And so they pump us full With poison and noises and bullshit and tweets While children and parents are sucked into schemes To market their lives and to add to the mob So that those in power can count them as crops Those people don’t see humans They have no need for life Our death means there are fewer To keep controlled with hypes With media and also with Covidia Or was it that clamuedia Or maybe its NVIDIA? Bit by bit our freedom dies While inside you the answer lies While you sit home and watch Matrix Or waste your time on net-net-flicks They use your life to outsource life And when the next agenda waves and webs its way into your health and you wake up to what we’ve done I’m probably already gone. You keep me in a prison My mind is free all right But I am still in prison A part of me hates fight I want to be in nature I want to see my wife I want to be a father but all of it’s denied I cry for help already For more than 30 years and all I found is children That wish they’d disappear That see no hope in living That gave up on the fight That lost what they once had And so I bide my time Each day I wake up Same place, no rut A mission from heaven No empty cup My cup is exploding I stopped with porn Hiccups of longing and floods of scorn I know I am angry I don’t understand What we can do to children and still be proud of man…
22.
Stop With All The Hate 10:54
lyrics
So while I’m out here Singing or rapping if you like I have no wish to undermine or slap you with my mic The reason I am rapping is simply that I want to bring you all my message my ways are quit upfront I gave you all this warning I told you what it’s like I said that they’re all phony and what abuse looks like My mission is in truth and you all have a choice you can help me to fight and get rid of this noose the noose they call corona is nothing but your fear they use it to control us and that shows us their fear fear is ruling men and man is ruled by fear unless we rise above you will not hear me cheer until that angry child is healed that lives in us and drowns in fear I have my work cut out alright and that as well is fight or flight do I rise to the challenge, and do what I must? Do I learn to be true and figure out trust? Can I outgrow my longing?, for porn and deceit? If I know my longing is making me cheat? If I watch porn, I am raping a child! for inside those women and men alike there lives a child, a soul: they’re alive and while we still watch this, our freedom is LIE! How can I say that I help those in fear, While using children to act in my stead? We all are sick and sickness is truth I have to find out what I keep in my booth my booth is my body, my booth is my self and somewhere inside me, something needs help that something is screaming, is lost and alone that something can never be reached with your phone your phone is rejection, is running away truth comes in silence, projection is fake reflection may show you how all this connects I cannot say more than I’ve already said. THE END This is the end of “Disturbing Worlds” and the end marks the start of a new beginning. Birth and Death embrace each other to form life and if we only worship death, we forget how to live. We always judge those that are a little bit like us and we can learn how to let go and grow beyond that which seemingly lies on the surface of things. The outer layer of reality is life and life is for the living. I have already died and I speak to you from the underworld if you will. The reason I scare you is, because you are scared of fear. You run away from it. I have submerged my self in it and made it my home. I learned to transform all my demons into beings of light and I accepted and rejoiced in the challenge of doing so. It is and was and will always be a challenge. Healing is a challenge and so is birth and death. If we walk consciously towards our end, one step at a time, we can grow as humans and outshine the sins of our forefathers. We have to let go the ideals of Nazis and deal with topics of shame and fear. Nazis are ruling the world. They push their idea on beings of all kinds. Mass-production, vaccinations. These are all ideals of Nazis. Now it is time to open our hearts to something new and allow ourselves to heal. FEEL!

credits

released April 9, 2023

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

BarbarianLunatic image

BarbarianLunatic Germany

My name is Christopher Reusch and I have a very broad background. I am an artist in all kinds of fields and my main driver is self-improvement and spirituality. My goal is o be the best version of my self that I can be and I like to challenge my self in all kinds of fields. Please consider buying an album if you like it. Thanks!

www.christopher-reusch.com ... more

contact / help

Contact BarbarianLunatic

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like BarbarianLunatic, you may also like:

Bandcamp Daily  your guide to the world of Bandcamp

On Bandcamp Radio

Featuring Riley Pinkerton (aka The Rat Queen) from the theatrical NYC rockers, Castle Rat.
listen now