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experiMENTAL

by BarbarianLunatic

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The Onion 05:03
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The Sea You Swim in 10:00
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Static 04:34
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(Jolene Intervened) Doping, doping, doping, dopiiiiing I eat your sugar and I see your lies I have been harbouring melodies that are too old for you to see and sometimes I do fancy a disguise I fuck the world I give no crap I sing a song and then I rap and mainly I am out there going nuts You sit at home and fill their purse while they will never reimburse Your ignorance is giving me a blast you are what I don't want to be I am what you have failed to see that nature is a blessing not a curse you call your self the pride of life while pride is weakness in disguise you never seemed to get what I'm about. With this song I may say goodbye but that would also be a lie for I have no intention to quit you fuckers would have seen me go good thing that I have learned to flow your obstacles are nothing but a blur I manage to outmanoeuvre you even without wearing shoes you think you're smart but science is a fag they give you hormones make you sick they make machines to fake their dicks and here I am that's all I had to say
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Incredibly Terrible 05:01
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Clowns in Suits 05:53
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Everybody wants to be amused Anybody wants to be a muse They want to be amusing they want to make us laugh they have nothing to love though so who should I then love? You ain't got no god I ain't got no time to waste on your jokes you're all a hoax You all worship lies wear your suits disguise shave your beards Beard-nix Worship junk NETFLIX I stand alone in the open My soles are bare as my soul I struggle up mountains make tokens of courage that is my toll I see you're all listening to liars I see how you all make fake smiles I cannot forget you're liars I cannot make smiles that are fake neither am I a liar If I am honest you run WHen I enter your bedroom I shine like the sun I'm an angel of heaven I fight against your shit I fight against your corruption believe me I never quit Would you see devils in daylight? They're hiding from the sun They hide inside your testicles They hide inside your nuns They punish children in schools now They did so for quite a while So tell me what am I seeing? I'm seeing a silent death I see a bunch of pretenders and cowards running out of breath Lies have short legs that's the saying That's why you're all running around Coffee is keeping you busy Science is building a mount doom is the tower of babel babel is science of old there's something to learn from the fables while the bible is nothing but mold I give you something to listen Jesus tried but he failed You nailed him to the cross my friends and you still worship those nails you pray to him on the cross, dear false idols in your face if you don't get this you're wrong here go and find someone else I'm done with playing nice now there is no cross for me I will no longer be silent I enjoy you suffering There is a message for others for those that want to be free rid your self of those devils open your eyes and see the whips are your masters and you are the slaves whips are fear and words are knaves sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never harm me I have no need for suited clowns that have no beards are beardless
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Pussies on HIGHways 07:32
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Surrounded by Pussies: You do your dance moves I turn away why is every penis these days gay? Chester Bennings Killed him self weak as fuck that's what I say Marron5 wants a girl sings like one from what I hear Imagine Dragons Imagined Fame Vids full of cars Worshipped fame more like. What is wrong with the world? Why are all men like girls? They dance like one They prance like one Shave their pits All Fails no Wits. Nature spits you out, no chewing You learn to be tough when you're sewing You see what is rough when you're beaten by winds and hail stay seated don't stand up Humble now you ain't tough you're all weak pussies in a nutshell take a team of assholes put them in tight clothes give them all a filmset let them boast of worth net show them all the money soon they are your honey soon they fake their smiles I suck your weak disguise I ain't angry I just want truth I see you fools on pedestals you made your selves Try going barefoot in nature? Try doing so all year round. You think you've been worshipped I get'ya But they won't have you around To them you're just a party trick A passing song a nice gimmick they don't give a fuck 'bout who you are as long as you smile They do HOORRAAAH I get it though you ain't got no choice you are dependant they need your voice you need their hails You are like weed I smoke you now Tomorrow I'm weak. Tough is what we need now. Beards and unshaved cunts Rough you see I'm here now no more useless funk A tree is Old is Brown is Gold, they wear the crown since times of old, while humans feel the need to please they make a crown themselves - disease.
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I Love Darkness 05:55
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I Love Darkness I open my eyes in the distance cries in the morning nice All I can do is fight. I take a step back I fall into an abyss too dark to see to stuffed to breathe my world is hell I live in hell I'm an angel of heaven and here I am I landed in hell and here I am I take a step I suffocate everything that I loathe and hate comes crawling at me from the darkness It tickles my little toe it guts the people I laugh at and tortures the rest of those hoes I fucking hate it all there is to it I want to stop it smash it right to bits it continues nearly all the time come on you love it I can see you smile I open my drawer I take out my gear I chuck my shoes I shoulder my fear I leave the house I walk about I see noone I'm finally done You don't get it I'm out of control I can suffer I know how to roll I love darkness while you are all afraid I love darkness 'cause what is there to hate? I see a bunch of children that pissed their pants seek flight I see a man in rags that learned that took a fight a liking so striking so spikey it's mickey the guy with a kitchen full of fat I fry an orange in rancy fat I use old muffins as batter I consider my self as THE HATTER I eat the orange soaked in fat I feel so sick should have eaten bread instead but no too slow too weak I speak I'm crazy I'm real DIY if you don't get me hear me sigh hear me fry hear me fight and fly Your story is a sad one but mine is full of shit I see your lies and regret none and still you hear me speak figure it out never shout always smile this is style this is HEIL this is rock this is the anti-flock the never-mob the special kid the man with wits the guy who left and got reborn what's there to get? I got a mission from heaven and here I am responsibility in your face and here I am fuck all of you pretenders there's nothing to say fuck people that are gay not in the sense that they're happy but in the sense that was invented for people that stick their penis into another man's butt and think that it is worthwhile doing it. I am toxic I think I am okay This is toxic I still think that that's okay I have lived here amongst toxic folks just like Disney Their lies they're such a hoax
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My Job 01:38
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MY JOB Hello there? Yes? This is me. Christopher I came to see Came to see? Forced more like. Had no choice I went on strike I hated it this hole damn shit those liars these devil chicks Oppressed by me So glad to see you leave me be for I am free I'm angry I spit in your face not really I look at you with those eyes Blue like the wind - the ocean they will freeze your heaven and make a hell I never yell I stay silent all it takes is one glance my job requires my silence What more is there to tell? My job is truth
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Go Wild! 03:16
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Sexy sexy gone you blink your eyes I see your lies weak disguise disgusting shit TikTok quit your make us sick disgusting Chick-Flick PornHub TikTok Storm-Fap Young Less Old More Macklemore No Porn Thrift Shop Still Pop Lost his track Need no Mac Expensive Junk for Hypocrites Material Bliss for ignorances less substances I see you weak fucker you stand there in shorts instead of wanking you play at sports that makes no sense I thought you were cool I see you wanking at home you fool In front of others you play the beast at home you're mothered indeed you're weak you need their worship and they need lies I cannot help but destroy your disguise it was so plain for me to see I like no planes I go by sea and here I am like Eminem with style I diss you not I cry this is me crying can you not tell? I'm yelling my anger here let me spell: C - R - Y I cry out loud I cry for freedom wait, let me shout this is anger this is love I give you something make you tough go to nature watch no porn worship trees instead of scorn drop your anger use it well make some content that is swell find your strength go be tough nature knows it sure is rough I have seen her nature's truth it breaks you down and then it boosts you up my child my son go wild I love you so I want you healed instead of weak I want you true instead of false I wear no shoes massaged by stones beat by sticks and stung by flies ticks find me that is my style I know the truth I live my life I tell you this so you go wild.
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Final WOrds 07:34
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Final WOrds Stressful encounter Bulging Me On the ground so profoundly annoying this whole affair I wish I was full of care I hope I would be love and kind I tell you this I'm fucking blind I see nothing that isn't hate all I see is death and rape I try to love you try to be nice but every day I wear my disguise I adapt to the masses to speak to the flock of angry children that listen to rock that have no more love than you or me that were raised no gloves but with silent screams Repressed anger is what I mean everybody that I have seen and felt and heard and all of that has inside an angry brat They speak to you with niceties disguise their hate as niceties they give you presents with contempt not because they like you but because they can't they have to make an offering or else they cannot smile if they don't bring you presents they have just hate on file they fear they are too little in fact they are too much leave me alone please begone I want quiet I want a home I want Nature no more clones No more trans- gender makes me sick all these words all this bickering So how can I love? and talk about my life? Is it right? to show you how I smile? I know how to be angry that much I can see so take your time understand me NOOOOO! Understand thee! Understand your self do your self a favour listen to the and maybe to me but never to them you understand? I do not I cannot stand this I feel pliss I mean bliss when I take a piss on ignorant folks on people like musk who exploit my mother who have no trust who have no god who know no life who only know death and their fright thereof Take a position and hold it there If you are against my mother nay OUR mother then make your self wanted for you are on my list I see you crouching and I aim and I piss your ignorance a warning my words a silent promise Don't say I did not warn you cause that would be dishonest I said it to you all I heard the call of life and death and I let it rest my fear of dying no longer alive I hear your sighing While I started to jive not my business nature is if you can't hack it (your life that is) that ain't my problem 'cause you have a choice I took mine and created a life I went for a hike I hugged a tree I did all those things for which you were smiling at me so take your contempt and also your hate jump in circles and keep on debating for it keeps you busy it keeps you at home it keeps you in front of your screens while I am out in nature doing what I love you all sit around and hate ya Good luck I'm out of touch!
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Angry Truth 10:44
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On the brink of extinction my kind is doomed conscious people are no longer the fools you all are you cannot see you talk about stuff that never exists you make plans for viruses and corona vaccinations your life is a lie you understand? everything you think is real is nothing but a hoax brought to you by people who never laugh at jokes who are the jokes themselves and so are you 'cause while they're taking a piss on you you are pissing on them and I piss on you all I Piss with truth and I'm having a brawl I'm going nuts I have a blast I also hate your stupid farce your masks your lies you SCHEIß disguise your bickering your ignorance your dependence I take offence by all those things cause nature brings forth people like me who see your shit she says: "Fight for me" "Make them see" "Be Angry" "For I am lost. They take my life. My children tossed in dumpsters burned alive cut to bits throat slits tails plucked child robbed mother forced to give her milk to folks in silk exploiting caterpillars that's what you're about you take away my pillars life replaced by death you all have dollar billars stamped into your brains in your mind you are unkind you are all fake you smell like cake like natureless pieces of shit drenched in water that reeks like piss perfume deodorant you hide behide a powdered cunt your face I mean Gel in your hair toxic breath stuck in "No Fair" Life is fair I give you that if you are you an angry brat a selfish prick a jerking dick then take disease and forget bliss I'll have you crawl that is the trick you are all punished with disease you try to fight it keep trying please you won't manage I give you plagues an aching back you'll be in hell I'll let you suffer all day long this will get worse believe me
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Sturdy Fella 07:17
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Sturdy Fella As it so happened I turned around I said about the living folks nowadays live in a haze they don't know how to live anymore They hide inside they watch that porn that defilement of sex and that of a union of woman and man So how I changed my life is a story in itself my life changed me more like. Takes time to understand. Takes time to feel those feelings the rumble in your chest that drag you down in times of bliss and blend out all the rest there is a thirst for glory for union with life there is a truth: You're horny. So go and find a wife. Go and find a woman. See what that's about. I gave it a shot once I don't understand What you all want I'm good at that I'll figure it out Today I might not know it. Tomorrow I'll be wise. I worked to look at longing. Yesterday I sighed. Now I am here writing to make some gentler lines confronted with my anger I had to cut those ties Those things that would have bound me until my dying day Chasing after women no longer was my game they played with me I was their toy They treated me like a little boy while they were wrong I still got strong and I outgrew that judging gong.
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Final Offer 07:00
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Final Offer Hello Sit Still now. For I am going to talk. But wait, the song is still taking shape. So listen. Hear it unfold... This is my final offer I gave to you my voice you can listen or suffer remember your choice I have said it all it is all out there you ignored my call now you suffocate in my words those turds those fluttering birds my shards cut deep cause their made of truth Once upon a time I was a tad bit like you I never am and never was but sometimes I might be avoiding making a point I gave you a hand you don't understand you think I need yours I do not need yours do your self a favour and make the most of it this life is not for quitters For life does never quit Your science might have tried but life does never quit It brings forth folks like me instead who have no thirst for eating bread who learn to eat what's good instead who listen to the truth inside and stop worshipping the outside I see the kingdom of heaven don't I write a story 'bout love stoned I cannot abide by the rules that silly men thought about they are all afraid they sealed the gate for themselves the gate is still open Christ cannot be killed Too long did I wait Too long have I chilled Now I am restless I do what I can to understand those lies of men so that I see clear that I see true I have to get: I was living with fools I still live with them but I am alone most of these days I don't touch my phone I let it all go I leave you all be physically not energetically So make a choice and here my call nature's call is my call go outside and do something real the internet cannot make you feel true emotions wait to be felt feeling alive might be a bitch a glitch in the matrix you burned a witch at the stake millions followed and then? YOur fear drove you to kill them your fear turned to control you thought you could control them but that is not your role Your role is to suffer that is the truth you wanted to place your foot in the booth the booth is not yours to claim anymore it never was yours to begin with You never believed in a god if you would have done so believe me you would have never burned witches at the stake healers herb-specialists shamans people like me Today your science makes you sick you are all weak you made me sick I healed in nature and I am strong I place my finger you are all wrong you are all fake you live in a lie I gave you a warning your place is not high your place is low that is the truth you might not like it but that is the truth You hide behind masks you smoke and you rant you judge all beings you don't understand nothing you are all blind and so unkind so begone from my life better alone Cheers
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Never Lie 06:18
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Never Lie Life is incredibly simple you come here you've got a choice literally everybody has that choice by the way YOU TELL THE TRUTH let me get that right for you: YOU FUCKING TELL THE TRUTH or you stand back with those liars afraid to loose. What's it gonna be? Sonny? Miserable little boy. Other's toy. Joy Decoy. Moi moi darling my little fapling come have a chat come hear me rap listen to me You might be weak now far from free but maybe tomorrow all will be whole healed and fro-- lickity split Liars don't spit they drip when they talk poison and rot disgusting chat chit-chateeeery that defiling voice that has no choice no more but scorn and lies be nice try that never did you quit like marshall that mathers that picks on those rappers and sings for the industry something he would never be he said. He said fuck you all and then he got hooked on hails and calls and now he is food they tamed the dragon they caged the beast they lured him with money pills made him plea the world is rough he learned on the streets life is tough when you live amongst powdered fucks they shake your hands and smile behind your backs they defile your image they hate you they glare at you from afar they bleat about your successes and cover your heart with tar you wanted to win you needed the win and here you are no more grin they wiped it off now covered in shit that is the life above the grit I rather live in it I'm part of life I need no lies life has no ties it wants you free but if you lie your destiny is also a lie you trick your self you play the fool no more games no more drool Like don't get me wrong I too tell my lies I say I'll be nice and then I bite I speak of my wife and then I watch porn I pride my self and then I feel scorn I know the truth it is always there if I would be honest maybe life would be fair I walk around calling for her the truth is this: I don't want to be heard I just want to hate you I don't want a wife I want to be lonely 'cause I think that I'm vile is that the truth? Is it, or not? I have no idea but it's all I got. I hate my self and sometimes I'm good I push out others I rather eat food All the people that I meet and see are full of shit they're toying with me they push me around that's all I get that's what I deserve I'm an angry prat.
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Damaged Goods 25:09
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What does it mean to be damaged is the underlying question of this song. By now you might have realised that I have no desire scratch those lies. Please Scratch that too I don't need your condescension for you are all fools I give you that you win at that for me you are exactly that no more chat no more pats on backs of people that file disease that smirk about people that live on the streets those are my heroes they struggle each day they fight the good fight and here I am sitting at home in a comfortable dome my prison a sanctuary I feel so alone I feel unhyped 'cause that's what I am nobody wants me I am my own fan the only one or so it seems Ref 2x: I am damaged I'm a peace of shit I'm disgusting but I never quit 'cause I'm angry at society let me change thee let me rap for thee you deserve this this is all the truth you deserve it welcome to my booth So how can I be damaged the mirror says: I'm fine but somehow I am longing inside I never shine I'm empty I'm broken my sadness a token of who I am of what I came to realise this is all SCHEIß life is SCHEIß it never lies that's how I feel I am so real my pain is real insane is real how can I feel so terrible? Ref 2x: I am damaged I'm a peace of shit I'm disgusting but I never quit 'cause I'm angry at society let me change thee let me rap for thee you deserve this this is all the truth you deserve it welcome to my booth So I stand in my room alone There is no more throne alone I'm far from being a clone alone I do what I do alone. I am good that way and do you know why? No need to lie! This is my truth Hear me out I tried to love women for most of my life and all I got was chit-chat and spite despite of my trying to be ever so nice all I got from women is a bunch of SCHEIß I lived on the streets for a couple of days 'cause in this society I find nothing but hate I lived with a friend or so I thought I did everything Tried to be ever so good he threw me out with all my stuff and for a few days I had it rough I realised I detereorised I hate this life or this kind of SCHEIß Society this fucked up pile of shit it is something I will never be pretentious me is gone never came I lived on the streets and I crashed at my parents fore the past two years I did nothing but healing from wounds I received from people I tried to love and now I say fuck all this bullshit I rather stay alone in my room I rather make sex to Linux I drop it all out there for there is nothing else to do This is at the very least true it is how I feel I hate the world nobody ever gave a shit about how I feel All they want is money all they want is you to purchase all that honey they smear around your booth I fucking hate that all this greed so I distance my self from it I live alone in my house my house is my self that's all there is. Ref 2x: I am damaged I'm a peace of shit I'm disgusting but I never quit 'cause I'm angry at society let me change thee let me rap for thee you deserve this this is all the truth you deserve it welcome to my booth Jut leave me alone unavailable no phone gone down the drain and into the mist if it weren't for my family I would live on the streets I'm emotionally damaged I sure was worn out I was weak and unstable sure was worn down by all the shit I took from you all I said I'd quit This is my ball my own ball No comments, no chat only me this is how it turned out to be with me no more interest in people out there they're all full of shit but here I'm there. I'm in my music I'm in my books I'm talking to my self I'm never alone I smile at my jokes I sing with my songs that's all I need that is my bong Those bullshit pretenders cannot fool me take your injections buy corona and see where it gets ya I talked to you all I said my piece I sure did brawl now I stopped caring 'bout any of you 'cause none of you ever cared about who you are all selfish and so I am now I too can be selfish and still hear me out I still share my thoughts how selfish is that I am honest as fuck how selfish is that? Blame me or others I won't give a crap your shit is your shit when I'm lonely I rap. Ref 2x: I am damaged I'm a peace of shit I'm disgusting but I never quit 'cause I'm angry at society let me change thee let me rap for thee you deserve this this is all the truth you deserve it welcome to my booth

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released March 4, 2023

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My name is Christopher Reusch and I have a very broad background. I am an artist in all kinds of fields and my main driver is self-improvement and spirituality. My goal is o be the best version of my self that I can be and I like to challenge my self in all kinds of fields. Please consider buying an album if you like it. Thanks!

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