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The tunes of my Heart

by BarbarianLunatic

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Tremendous tremor 05:51
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I sing to the women I had to let go and part of me wishes it a-wasn't a-so Some were like this and some were like that some are the women that I have had Of course they also had me for a while At times we used to be love for a while I still cannot say now I am glad it was so a part of me wishes and that part is my soul Although I can say it was always just one this one too is gone which makes it now none The love that I wanted the love that I had Some minutes ago I might've been sad I show you the meaning of love can't you see? If you don't go a-suffering what love could you see? You too are a human soul in rotting flesh to love is to suffer to learn the ol'de clash The middle is silent the outside a whirl betwixt darkness and light let thy love now unfurl I tell you a story a story of lies that you are a sinner and that priests are all nice Politicians in some way are preachers too they tell you a story and you twiddle their tune You go a-buying their lies they gobble you up they give you the needle; send you back to the pub Corona is a lie to feed the capitalistic beast
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Part of a rebellion 02:12
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Hello, can you hear me? I was wondering if after all the lies you told to me you still manage to look at me You were lying all these years that I have wanted to be free but all you seem to care about was nothing but my money It was painful to begin to see I have to say that anger started rising in my self and anger for me is danger for you Now I am but a single man what is there I could do?, but watch you from a distance that is some thing I can do I am ever watchful I see what you have done I am the spirit of vengeance I decided now to come I will shine light upon your lies tear away at your disguise your suits no longer manage to hide the truth behind your smiles You are evil politicians you are that which I despise now go along and shit your pants for once try to be wise I am part of a rebellion I no longer hide my face I say proudly what I think this isn't just a phase I am sick of all your bickering you are not Men but mice living in the darkness you felt good to spread those lies You have sold your souls to money you have lost your-selves in it Dear old Scrooge has got ya now you must pay for it Your stench has reached our nostrils we see we can be strong We will rise now from the ashes we burn that which is wrong We use your stakes to scare you your police won't stand a chance truth does not need weapons it just takes a single glance
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Distraction song 03:10
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I take a spoon I aim and swallow I feel so full like the moon to a swallow A moment passes I'm no longer there The road is gone I misplaced my chair A minute ago I was happy silence now fills me up Moments were wasted on zapping Nothing's gonna fill my cup Health is a fantasy sick is the new hip dis-ease the new normal injections forced with a whip I trusted in father state now left to die in my bed death is no longer afraid Corona is nothing to be had A moment ago I was happy silence now fills me up Minutes wasted on zapping Nothing's gonna fill my cup I check out YouTube and I realise that this tube is making me numb like a busy-bee it lies consuming content that's dumb I watch some porn to quench my thirst One, two, three, four, five, six, seven I keep watching and still can't find heaven Energy wasted nothing makes sense Laziness is sin and I tasted it Maybe I should'a done that cleanse Another day, another chance to quit An instant ago I was happy shame now fills me up Hours wasted on fapping Nothing's gonna fill my cup My cannon is empty I am full to the brim No nature but vaccinations Once ago I was slim End this shit-show die motherfucker die Life is a choice let those bastards fry
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Pornographic piece of shit 03:58
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I can't understand the longing to purchase women for porn those women will never love you they even look at you with scorn you are a weakling you are dumb as fuck you call your self Man but you are dumb as fuck I see those titties wiggling It all looks fine alright those titties are still wiggling those pussies are still tight That what you see is fabric made to please the eye fabric on a screen is nothing but a lie Those eyes go for the camera to make you feel their man they glance into an abyss prostitution: you're a fan You cheer them on you slap them You fuck them in the chest You harvest what remains of them and sell off all the rest Those women once were daughters Those girls they once had dreams now look at you supporters you pump them full with semen you are a weakling you are a dumb fuck you pride your self as men and all you do is fuck A man is a protector A man does what is right He keeps those daughters safe from scum like you that's right I wish you all the worst for treating them like that to watch this is the same I throw away my hat I stumbled too across this shit I too was young and innocent now I find my self as an addict struggling to get rid of it So what to do I ask my self? I stop, I talk and I rap! I find new ways to see my self learn to let go of that fap A man is a protector A man does what is right He keeps those daughters safe from scum like you that's right
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Long way from home 05:59
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I jump from a bridge I land in the sea I do everything that I can feel I bump my head I shit my pants I experience life's vivid currents I am a long way from home I have to walk this road alone I do the things I feel This is what makes this life so real I build a castle with my hands need no authority to see if it stands I learn from mistakes and mistakes become lessons I get stronger every day and the pressure lessens I cry and I smile I love and I suffer Positive experience becomes a kind of buffer They keep me on top they keep me upright My own place of heaven my heart now less tight Strength comes from doing and doing I have done My books are my children new ways of having fun I am a long way from home I have to walk this road alone I do the things I feel This is what makes this life so real No longer empty but ripe to the core full to the brim I am lonely no more My fullness is a state of mind I worked to get to it I struggles hard for this to find I am the proof of it Life is for the living it takes guts to be alive to sing with the wind realise for what you strive I am a long way from home I have to walk this road alone I do the things I feel This is what makes this life so real I wanted to be free and I wanted to be whole when I feel like I'm stuck I consult with my soul I stumble, I fall and I suffer I struggle and here I am I juggle what life has to offer and accept the way I am

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released August 10, 2022

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BarbarianLunatic Germany

My name is Christopher Reusch and I have a very broad background. I am an artist in all kinds of fields and my main driver is self-improvement and spirituality. My goal is o be the best version of my self that I can be and I like to challenge my self in all kinds of fields. Please consider buying an album if you like it. Thanks!

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