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Bow to life

from Army of SMILES by BarbarianLunatic

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I press a button
and coffee pours out
The mind of an addict
appreciation none

It's that which we do every day
that gets you all the time
the mind is deeper than you think
I never found the bottom of mine

I'm used to take some goggles
to look to work to live
those goggles give me wobbles
filled with emptiness

I sure don't give

'I need a coffee', I say to others
"If you'd want you'd need nothing",
Christopher says
I feel bothered

Who is Christopher to tell me this I ask?

He is the real me,
under too many cravings
he was smothered
Now he is starting to show his face for the task.

'If I don't eat I'm weak'
little me believes
Christopher knows otherwise
Freedom brings relieve

If I eat not because I think I must
but because I need and trust
I may yet find,
discover,
that I have been deceived
Some thing has me bothered
the crapping does not cease

Ref.:
I bow to life
look up to god
This mindset
is my newest mod
I chase my self
I track my self
continue to
embrace my self

Every day another tune
at least that's what I want
right now I am as still as I'm alone
that Christopher he knows the trick
he knows I'll get it right

There's nothing to complain
- no more -
I'm lost I'm out of sight
I had me run in circles
I know it but can't stop

I feel it hurts
it hurtles
I'm tumbling down from top

Ref.:
I bow to life
look up to god
This mindset
is my newest mod
I chase my self
I track my self
continue to
embrace my self

The night has passed I'm stuffed
my colon always full
remnants of the food I shoved
I'm cuffed with lots of bull

Emotions make me heavy
I wish I could say made
I heave and still I'm heavy
and still I don't believe

How could I be believer
if I'm a piece of shit?
I learned to be retriever
I hold on to the pit

Ref.:
I bow to life
look up to god
This mindset
is my newest mod
I chase my self
I track my self
continue to
embrace my self

You get it mate?
I ran away from heaven
I tried to get it back
On the outside I create
my inside mess

Coffee is my fuel
to get my self to work
anger is my tool
a fine line to become a jerk

Since when has it been like this?
There must have been times
Like back then when I didn't jizz
but then I never knew those rhymes

What's that mean?
What does any of it mean?
I can't finding meaning in being mean
no more
I was meaning to be mean
and yet was meaning something?
with that I mean.

Ref.:
I bow to life
look up to god
This mindset
is my newest mod
I chase my self
I track my self
continue to
embrace my self

I found reasons to be loving
I deserve to be alive
I can smile still when I'm longing
I drink coffee and I jive

I don't have to be an asshole
I can be the man I am
I drink coffee do a pass, roll~
and smile to uncle Sam

I must be who I am
If I'm not my addiction I can
Be kind and loving
vengeance and soft
I write my own definition of man

Ref.:
I bow to life
look up to god
This mindset
is my newest mod
I chase my self
I track my self
continue to
embrace my self

I stand in the kitchen
and nothing does the trick
Maybe this is another part of my life
a shit-flick

I curse the world
it is all god
damn hard
Should I eat, drink coffee, fast?
I said it was hard.

Now let me tell you something
pray this is well deserved
You'll find this may be comfing
or else get on your nerves

Stop worrying
get going
do not break your flow
if coffee's gonna make you roll
you may succeed its toll

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from Army of SMILES, released August 21, 2022

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BarbarianLunatic Germany

My name is Christopher Reusch and I have a very broad background. I am an artist in all kinds of fields and my main driver is self-improvement and spirituality. My goal is o be the best version of my self that I can be and I like to challenge my self in all kinds of fields. Please consider buying an album if you like it. Thanks!

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